I think i must be slightly depressed but hurting my self seems like the only way people will start to take notice of me and realise i have feelings. I have been ditched a lot lately, by my dad ( he started a new family), by my best friend ( she is mad at me for the stupidest thing) , by other friends , and boyfriends. I feel WORTHLESS. I feel like nobody has time for me and everyone thinks its okay to walk all over me. My depression is gradually getting worse and worse i feel like im screaming but no one is listening. Hurting my self or even suicide has been crossing my mind a lot lately because it feels like im going nuts! please help me or tell me what to do!

I noticed you and will help.
It is okay for you to feel lonely some times we just do, I know it sounds funny but we do, we can be in a room with a lot of people and we can still feel lonely. It has nothing to do with others it is the way we feel about our selves, but some times we just need this time alone to find our selves to reflect on our lives. Always rushing around, being so busy all the time being with people constantly going going going being so use to being with some body all the time no time for our selves as soon as we are by our selves we feel that no one wants us around, but that is not it, it was just that we (you) are just use to being with people all the time. But now is actually your time, your time to do what you want by your self with out someone being there taking up your time. Go to the mall, to the movie or just sleep in, this is your time to rejuvenate your body and soul, when you are rejuvenated you will look better, you will feel better and you will take things that come your way better, and you wont feel like your family and friends are blowing you off or ignoring, you will just know that you can’t always be with them all the time.
Now as for your dad, I am sorry your parents are well, and your dad doesn’t live with you and that must be hard on you, but just because he isn’t there doesn’t he doesn’t love you are that he has been ditching you, he has a new family and he hasn’t figured out a way to find time to spend with you he is still getting to know how much time he has in his life, remember always rushing around no time to get to know your self, well this is what your dad might be going through right now, if you want to spend time with him, then talk to him even if it is just for a minute, that might be all the time he has for you at the moment in time, he may not be able to see you, but you can always call him even if it is just to say hi, I know no matter how busy or tired i was I would want to say hi to you and until I can find the time to see for lunch or dinner or even have you come over just to hang out I will answer.
So my dear, try not to feel so bad about the way your days are turning out right now and just take as time for your self, there will come a time in your life when you will have no time in your life for your life, but just enough time for those around you.
Don’t hurt your self, don’t think about hurting your or worst especially worst, because if you do, you wont know what you could have done in your life or the people you could have helped get through some tough times in their lives.
Till next time….cuz….Take care and Keep the Faith…..peace….