But there’s a clue in here that evidences further what his problem is; what is missing in his life (this in addition to what he says in his blog).

Specifically, in the other video he made (that I posted for you) he mentions “RDS.” That is R. Don Steele, who appears to be a self-proclaimed authority on dating young women.

R. Don Steele wrote a book “Date Young Women.” See it on his website:

http://www.steelballs.com/buy_books.html

http://www.steelballs.com/

http://www.steelballs.com/index_3.html

Yes, his website is called “SteelBalls.”

See my comments in the info box in the other video about Steele.

I believe significant is that Steele’s book “Date Young Women” is sitting on Sodini’s coffee table. See where I point it out to you.

Draw your own conclusions on all this, but I think between the book, Sodini’s blog, and his short video where he mentions “RDS,” this all indicates a guy whose biggest problem is loneliness, not having a relationship, and/or not being able to maintain one.

He also seemed obsessed with wanting to date ONLY young women.

IMHO Sodini concluded that as he aged (and looked older) he was even less likely to get young women, for a relationship or “action” (as he said in the secret content I posted).

In other words, what consumed this guy to the breaking point was being unable to attract and date young girls.

In his mind he had everything to offer a girl (as he tried to prove in this video?), but for reasons we are unaware he was not ever able to “date young women,” (a goal that was the same as title of the book on his coffee table).

I suspect that in the end what caused him to act out on his depression and loneliness was the realization that it was over as far as ever being able to date young women.

So he threw in the towel. But in deciding to end his life he also decided to take out his anger and seek revenge on those who deprived him of the relationship he sought, at a place where he knew there were lots of “sexy girls,” the LA Fitness aerobics class.

IMHO Sodini’s fears about aging, his miserable dating and relationship life, and his believing that things would not be improving are all or some of the feelings that many people have.

To be sure, just ask how big a business the romance industry is, and how many billions we spend on self improvement and self esteem. (Dieting, hair products, face creams, sports equipment, clothing, cars, self-help books, the list is endless).

Anyway, here are PDF files of Sodini’s entire blog, web pages, and a snapshot of hidden content he had posted on his blog. (Most likely a draft of content he intended to post.)

http://litigationuniverse.com/SodiniSourceCodeLitigationUniverseCom.jpg

http://litigationuniverse.com/SodiniMainBlog.pdf

http://litigationuniverse.com/SodiniPage2Pics.pdf

UPDATE: I went to the Internet archive and captured a web page he had made for road biking with a group of people.

Friends? I don’t know. But he was road biking, went through the trouble of making a pretty fancy page and said at the top “Hi Kim…” So he did know people and did things.

Here is the web page I am talking about. It provides additional insights into him:

http://litigationuniverse.com/SodiniWebPageBikeTrailandRide.pdf

Duration : 0:4:5

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Bob Proctor website

http://www.bobproctor.com/

The Secret wiki page

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Secret_(2006_film)

Rhonda Byrne sued for plagarism

http://www.smh.com.au/news/national/150-million-battle-to-keep-the-secret/2008/05/17/1210765254572.html?page=fullpage#contentSwap1

Michael Shermer article

http://www.scientificamerican.com/article.cfm?id=the-other-secret#comments

WebBlogPublishing Review

http://www.webpublishingblog.com/the-secret-the-law-of-attraction-scam.htm

Oprah’s ugly secret

http://www.salon.com/mwt/feature/2007/03/05/the_secret/

Full Martin Ewing Video
http://revver.com/video/732549/warning-on-using-the-secret-and-the-law-of-attraction/

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Written, sang, rapped, acted, and edited by me

Thanks to Duffy for composing and playing the Mary Poppins-esque music:

http://www.youtube.com/excessrejects

Rap music mixed over royalty free track by muah

“Tinseltown Nanny”
lyrics:

Now Suri, we must study your Dianetics Book
Suri: But I don’t want to!
Young lady, that is not allowed
We must make tom and katie proud

Millions of years ago,
The alien Xenu
Collected all his people
And then he threw

Them all around a volcano
Bringing bombs in his machines
And blew them all to smithereens!

Your dad said you must wear a blanket or an opaque veil
Over your faces So you will stay pale
You must remember it’s not funny, stay away from where it’s sunny
Or else he’ll dangle you over an eighty foot balcony

Lindsay, I think I have the best thing for you
A Luie Vaton chastity belt with an alcohol detector too.
Now I know I have a matching mussle somewhere or another
It’s perfect for your big mouth mother.

Break it down now!
You know, Hollywood is such a mess
All the drama going down with celeb train wrecks
They even stopped wearing bloomers under their dress
It makes me feel my food come up like I got acid reflux.

But supress
That thought for a minute
The ones that clean their act up and then claim they did it
I’m the one who saved their all from being committed
But of course they won’t admit it
Cause they hope they’ll get aquited.

The nanny
the nanny
the nanny to the stars
(2x)

Lynn Spears was my client for some time
I took care of her girls back then in Britney’s prime.
But then my contract ran out, she thought she’d do it herself
And now the teen is knocked up and britney signed up for Self Help.

I got my work on my mind and I aint too hard to find
You got the dough, I got the time. And this aint no nursery rhyme.

They call me Tinsel Town Nanny
Double T to the N
Otherwise known as Nanny P

Duration : 0:2:51

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The participants are almost celebrities now – giving interviews. Indeed, some broadcasters want to set up a rematch.

On this video, you will hear what you have not heard yet regarding this fight.

Satellite Website:
http://www.Xaves511.com

Duration : 0:13:6

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It occurred to me that my coaching practice rarely involves time lines and goal setting. I have found that goal setting doesn’t seem to work for most people. Additionally, the further out a goal is supposed to take place, the more chaotic and unpredictable achievement becomes. After all, a goal is created in the present moment with the resources available at that time. Change is inevitable and often people find that what they thought they wanted no long is motivational enough to move them toward achieving a specific goal. Michael J. Emery is a Personal Development Coach in Portland, OR. He is available for international telephone and video coaching. Visit www.michaeljemery.com to learn more! Michael J. Emery’s life coaching background includes Ericksonian Hypnosis, Neuro-linguistic Programming (NLP), Humanistic Neuro-linguistic Psychology, and Transpersonal Psychology.

Duration : 0:6:21

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Duration : 0:3:32

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How to Be is a wry comedy about twenty-something Art who considers himself to be having a quarter-life crisis. Dumped by his girlfriend, and forced to move back in with his parents, Art hires a full-time self-help guru and begins a painfully funny journey to figure out where he belongs in a complicated world. Written and directed by Oliver Irving and produced by Justin Kelly, the cast of How To Be also includes Johnny White, Mike Pearce, Powell Jones, Jeremy Hardy, Rebecca Pidgeon, and Michael Irving

Duration : 0:2:17

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“One of the most challenging questions that clients ask me is if I have let go of all of the negative experiences in my past.

My answer is both yes and no. It’s a process of forgiving and releasing whatever comes up when it comes up. Sometimes you don’t know you’re holding onto something until you are confronted with it. The beauty of neurolinguistic programming (NLP) and Ericksonian hypnosis is that an environment can be created in which one can release the past. Michael J. Emery is a Personal Development Coach in Portland, OR. He is available for international telephone and video coaching. Visit www.michaeljemery.com to learn more! Michael J. Emery’s life coaching background includes Ericksonian Hypnosis, Neuro-linguistic Programming (NLP), Humanistic Neuro-linguistic Psychology, and Transpersonal Psychology.”

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